I'm a teenager I'm bound to mess up and go through my up and downs.
Hang in there with me.
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Posted 19 hours ago
Drake beat is dope, with these lyrics this is a better hit! Listen guys!
Posted 1 day ago
“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you’re choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”
– (via elauxe)
Lets Talk About Life Besides My Crazy, Emotional family.
Two topics I’d like to discuss, work and sex. Love and work? Either way it works right? Okay, I really just wanna talk about Nick and my job. The two in no way shape or form are connected. It’s just what my life is now, since I’ve moved away from the family.
Work…ugh. I hate you work. How I hate you. Oh work you’re fun, I love my co-workers. Oh I wanna go to work today.
Posted 2 weeks ago
Yesterday was the hardest night I’ve ever had in a while. I no longer live at home, which I’m thankful for. Due to all the drama between my parents getting a divorce and the family in general. Not living there has done good to me. Less over whelmed about things and things between Nick and I couldn’t be going better. Sadly, moving out doesn’t mean my phone stops with the drama. I can’t leave any where without having my phone on me. I keep the sound of it on while at work. One might think I’m obsessed with my iPhone, but sadly you’re mistaken. As I’ve said before, I wait in fear for a phone call that my mother has killed herself. Fortunately, yesterday wasn’t that exact call…Thank god. But the phone call was still bad. On the way to the other side of town, I wondered what exactly was going on. Calling everyone there 1,000 and 1 times… no answer. What was I going to see when I show up? Who knew… The mind likes to wonder when you’re ignorant. In most situations in my life, ignores is not bliss. As I approached the street I once called home, I prepared myself for the red and blue lights. The loud engine from the ambulance, people rushing every where. Well, the moment of truth hits when I turn onto the street. Nothing. Silent, peaceful night here on Boufard Ave. Ease past my house, door open as always, Mandy on the front lawn pooping. Called my sister a couple times before going in so I knew what I was walking into. No answer. Call 5 more times, again no answer. What the hell Tiff… Yeah. Well so far so good right? My worried self was over worked with thoughts. So mine as well go inside. So, I walk right in and see my mother on the couch, father at the island and my brother out of his room, odd. My brother never leaves his room, not even to brush his teeth when he wakes up. If it’s not a video game he does not care. Well, Mom’s on the couch balling her eyes out wishing death upon herself. Great. This is going to be a long night. Well shit hits the fan and I’m holding my mother down who is ready to jump up and slit her throat. Dad’s on the phone getting help. Things turned around one quick. One moment I’m sitting next to my mom telling her I love her and the next I’m holding her down because she feels no one loves her. Fantastic, just how I wanted to spend my night. Well worst case comes, my mother fights the police and ambulance people and get her down to the hospital. Where she is evaluated. But thats not the most fucked up part of the whole situation. My sister left in them middle of the ordeal and said, and I quote “Going out is more important”. Next my brother goes down but immediately makes me drive him back home because he doesn’t want to be there….Ungrateful assholes. Long story short after all of this, I get a phone call that my mother is being released from the hospital. How….. One should not let a person leave the crazy ward if one wants to kill herself and do harm to others. I guess I shouldn’t worry, It will only be a matter of time when she’s back in there. Oh mom, you drive me crazy. Drive me so crazy it’s only a matter of time until I’m like you.
I also don’t feel like going back and editing this post. lazy me. lol. Also, I could have make the middle to end a lot more interesting like i did in the beginning ..if i wanted to..but yet again ,lazy me.
Posted 2 weeks ago
already looking for my next tattoo to add to my thigh and i can’t decide .