I'm a teenager I'm bound to mess up and go through my up and downs.
Hang in there with me.
If this could only be as true as it sounds…life would be a lot better….
Not seeing the happy things in life anymore…
Posted 1 week ago
and I moved in with my boyfriend.
Dad is cheating on mom….Mom doesn’t know…They are splitting up. What’s worse is my mother just got out of a mental institution and well..this can make her take a turn for the worst. I get to live in fear for a phone call that would be all my fathers fault…my mother killing herself. All because my dad decided to be unfaithful and start liking the attention of a new girl ALL WHILE my mother was getting help. It’s ridiculous and it upsets me. I guess it’s good that I left while I could. Worst part is…the girl he is going to be with…knew all along he was married. I will never forgive the both of them and I will stop communication with my father if this all causes my mother to take her life. My father has been a main factor in her treatment(little does he know or care). My mothers treatment and countless times in the mental institution not only have made us closer… but I have a better understanding how much my mother relies on my father.
So while my mother is playing wife…my dad is out till 2am fucking another bitch. My mother is clueless about another girl, she thinks it’s just a break up.
But the best part of this stupid sob story is that my father has said nothing to me about this. I get both sides of the story from my sister and mother…I stand back and watch. Watch the truth.
What can get worse than that?
When my mother takes her life when my dad leaves in a couple days? Yup.
Don’t feel sorry for me. I just needed to get this out.
On a more positive note, things with the boyfriend are great. Moving in has been a great idea and I love every moment with him. He has been a big positive influence on my life. I love him dearly, I hope that we don’t have a tragic love story. We keep our attention on each other….and honestly why let another person reunion whats been going well for so long..why ruin love? how does one know that the connection and memories you have with this person can even amount to someone else. I know Nick is the guy for me and I can’t wait for more chapters in our life together, as one, living together, happily.
Posted 1 month ago
My boyfriend calls me fat :(
“you can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love”
– What my relationships have taught me. (via lozzat)