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showered-flowers:

have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.


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© showered-flowers




Posted 3 days ago with 27,623 notes
© in-fuck



Moved out…

and I moved in with my boyfriend. 
Life has been depressing in a way.

Dad is cheating on mom….Mom doesn’t know…They are splitting up. What’s worse is my mother just got out of a mental institution and well..this can make her take a turn for the worst. I get to live in fear for a phone call that would be all my fathers fault…my mother killing herself. All because my dad decided to be unfaithful and start liking the attention of a new girl ALL WHILE my mother was getting help. It’s ridiculous and it upsets me. I guess it’s good that I left while I could. Worst part is…the girl he is going to be with…knew all along he was married. I will never forgive the both of them and I will stop communication with my father if this all causes my mother to take her life. My father has been a main factor in her treatment(little does he know or care). My mothers treatment and countless times in the mental institution not only have made us closer… but I have a better understanding how much my mother relies on my father.
She balled when she told me about the divorce…but She thinks my father isn’t really going to leave her because she says she knows deep down that he really loves her. Her first day home, she’s cleaning and doing his laundry like nothing change being a wonderful wife and mother. While all this goes down my father is leaving to spend time with his new girl…even though my father has said to my mother that he wants to split , yet she still plays her role. She thinks their love is unbreakable. Guess the attention from a new girl can tear apart any relationship..even if it’s been 22 years of marriage.

So while my mother is playing wife…my dad is out till 2am fucking another bitch. My mother is clueless about another girl, she thinks it’s just a break up.

But the best part of this stupid sob story is that my father has said nothing to me about this. I get both sides of the story from my sister and mother…I stand back and watch. Watch the truth. 

What can get worse than that?

When my mother takes her life when my dad leaves in a couple days? Yup. 

Don’t feel sorry for me. I just needed to get this out. 

On a more positive note, things with the boyfriend are great. Moving in has been a great idea and I love every moment with him. He has been a big positive influence on my life. I love him dearly, I hope that we don’t have a tragic love story. We keep our attention on each other….and honestly why let another person reunion whats been going well for so long..why ruin love? how does one know that the connection  and memories you have with this person can even amount to someone else. I know Nick is the guy for me and I can’t wait for more chapters in our life together, as one, living together, happily. 


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© jackandlillylover



Anonymous said:
My boyfriend calls me fat :(

teaforyourginaa:

cocaineyeezy:

Call him single

date his dad, call him son





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you can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love
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churchvan:

if your boyfriend doesn’t worship your butt then he’s a lame and i’m very sorry you have to deal with that


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I only want this with you.
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